What a day!

Do you sense something? Get the heck away from the laptop and go out, look around. Sniff the air....isn't it heavy with something? Winds of Change.....

I look around and try not to judge people, but I can't help it; People are stupid.

For starters, that's very uncharacteristic of me. But, Sometimes, you need to give back what you get, don't you? - it would be very selfish of you if you don't. Whatever the reason my reason reasons out that people are stupid, yet reasonable.
keep guessing! I am moving on...

What a day!

A day on which I went against my heart, literally and figuratively. Hypocrisy is disharmony between your thoughts and actions. That never touched me...but yesterday, something snapped and I joined the club. More in the lines of pragmatism. maybe.....

I just pray to god that the day wouldn't come when I will cry with my heart and keep smiling. You never know, even the most stolid person can break under continuous attacks.

Coming to continuous attacks, that's what happening to human intellect. It is being continuously attacked. When was the last time anyone reasoned an action and followed it? I am talking about "rote". As the master sleuth put it "Even brain needs exercise". Follow a fad, but make sure that is what you want to do.

Let me bore you for one more para before I write what I wanted to!

The most irritating statement that I hear around me is "I always keep smiling"-"I am never unhappy". I never understood what people meant by that..

For god's sakes, get your head out of your ass!

Nobody can always smile. Noteven he richest, most famous and the most successful. So, spare me your "apparent stupid denials"(for denials refer to Freud's Psychological theory, wikipedia would do). You are not kidding anyone!
If you really know the value of smile, you would definitely know when not to smile! Differentiate between mindles giggling and a real hearty smile,
Differentiation of happy and unhappy is borne from experience.
I quote myself
"It is being continuously attacked. When was the last time anyone reasoned an action and followed it? I am talking about "rote"."
Rote is what has happened.

If you really are wise enough, you don't have to be unhappy to know the value of happiness. "A Wise man learns from other's mistakes"
Spare this a thought!

DUMBO ALERT!
Nobody can always smile doesn't imply crying.

Enough arrogant bullshit!

Jan the 18th, I want to remember the day.

I took the liberty to join (as said above) the hypocritic club. Despite my strong urge not to do it, I had to giveup my job at the UCCCC(University of Cincinnati Childcare Center).

Sometimes some logicless part of me asserts that there is God. He always gave me what I wanted. I was desparate for my mother's love and he gave it to me in the 'nati. The real reason I work there for the same pay as in ECSS is that I identify myself with those kids and relive my childhood. Everytime a child hugs me, everytime they laugh when I tickle them, everytime they "smile" when I throw them up in the air, everytime I glance at those innocent sleeping beauties, I satisfy the hunger in my heart. Heart needs food too, I feed it through love.(there's a reason I don't cook!) Well, I can boast of being in heaven.(Heaven, as god, is an idea, afterall)

The wonder of it is I haven't even applied for the job and somehow I got a call.

Speak of Coincidences!

Something persona has started and ended with that job....(don't take any wild guesses)

Life is like that! Let's see what God planned for me now.

There is this fall of mighty! and the mortification of an immortal!

The mighty australians were brought down to their knees, and I can boast of the team to be my country's.

Indians were beaten badly, bruised and clueless. Instead of being submissive they were sedate. They came back, looked the lion in the eye and tamed it with team effort.

Simply they said "what the fuck?" ,

Coincindence all around.

Finally, it was a day on which the supremacy of the inconquerable was questioned. Suddenly, unlike all the muscular, bulky Tennis players,"King Fed" seemed thin.
Suddenly he looked like just another tennis player.
Suddenly, he looked emotional and vulnerable.
Suddenly, he looked fallible ...
He looked a mortal.

But, lo and behold! that's the beauty of it.
He came out stronger and wise..
He is still the immortal, the unbeatable.

The "King" is here to stay,,

Coincidences! people, Coincidences!

What a day!